Yep, Ive been absent today. I got some posts up but not answering messages. Had to fill in and do some babysitting today so got what I could. I'll answer all of you tomorrow so bear with me!
If you are going to cheat, make it all better by emptying your husband's balls. That's what I do. When he gets upset that I'm opening my legs for another man and letting him rearrange my guts with his cock...I give him a handjob. I don't fuck him. If I wanted to fuck him, I wouldn't be cheating now, would I? I give him some head and a handjob and tell him it's okay, even though he's not my number 1 guy...I still love him. Works every time. Except this time, I put a condition on the mercy release I would provide him. He had to let me film it and say whatever I wanted. So here it is. It's long and probably boring, but it's an actual real situation. It might give you a little glimpse into my life as it happens.
Here are 34 pics to keep you busy. I have a busy day. I've already sucked Tony off, I have Bob at 1 today, and then I have to deal with my husband after that. I was supposed to tell him when I made dates, and I haven't told him about either because I'm not a fan of that. He needs to understand my pussy doesn't belong to him. I can do with it as I please. Doesn't matter. He knows about Bob, but he thinks it is tomorrow. When he sticks his tongue in my gaped-out cum slick pussy tonight...he'll find out. Tony, even I didn't know I'd be tasting fresh thick cum this morning. That was a pop-up draining that wasn't on the schedule. Funny how I go through dick dry spells, and then I suddenly have more dicks in me than I can count. It sounds like I'm whining about this, but it is anything but. I'm not passing any dick up anymore. If it's available, it will be inside me one way or another.
I need to set up days where all I do is troll for dick. As in, get all dolled up, walk around stores, and see who I can find. I need like another 4 to 5 guys to put on my rotation. As a whole, my fuck friend circle is great except for one thing. They are not able to make their dicks available to me on a reliable basis. Some have absolutely no say in the matter. Connor. He's in the Army in Georgia. Paul, he went gay. The others, though, let me down as much as they don't. I get it. They have jobs, and some have wives. So, my answer is to add more studs to the stable. If I can do that, I'll have better odds. So time to hit Target, Home Depot, Walmart, and the Outlet Mall. Places like that. Just see who I run into. I think I'll start trolling for cocks Friday. See what happens. I'd do it earlier, but I have Ryan tomorrow, and Tony is off all day Thursday, so I should be busy getting cum pumped in my belly for the next few days. Yay for me 👍🏻
As promised. Cum dripping from my asshole. Tony dropped by again this morning with one of those micro SD cards. I told him he could have emailed it. The files weren't that big, but he said he tried, and it didn't work. Then he asked for a blowjob for bringing it. I said no. I told him I don't play leverage games to give blowjobs for something he has and I want. He gave me the card and started to leave. I stopped him and sucked his dick until I had the contents of his testicles in my stomach. I said next time, ask...don't try extorting me to get his balls emptied. He said he understood. This guy is always one step away from losing his privileges for using me and my asshole as his sperm dump. I would have gladly sucked his cock. I thought about it the second I opened the door and saw him standing there. He's 23 years old, he's good-looking, of course I was going to offer. But when he tried to hold that SD card back, it was a mood killer. Not enough to stop me from sucking the cum out of his balls in the end but close. Hopefully, he learned a lesson. Now if you will excuse me, I'm going to go to my bedroom and replay the events of me sucking Tony's cock in my entryway while I rub one out. Catch you in a bit.
I listened to a girl cry and tell me how her stepping out on her boyfriend was an accident. She didn't mean to do it. I casually informed her that her cheating wasn't an accident. Falling off your bike is an accident. Tripping over the curb is an accident. You don't "accidentally" fall onto a hard dick and empty the contents of the attached testicles into yourself. I'm just saying. Cheating is a choice. A good one, if you ask me
Cum pouring from my asshole. Yep. That's what these pics are all about. The video of the cumshot will be up later. It is a bit hardcore for some, but for others... they are all about it. Anyway, talk about the devil, and Tony shows up. Go figure. He just pumped a load into my asshole. It feels good to be bent over, panties pulled down, and ass fucked by a 23 yr old. It feels even better when that 23-year-old cums in your guts without asking. Like he owns it. I like that. Hard to explain, but I really like that. Subservient to a 23 yr old. That's what life is all about, folks. I did get off pretty fast. Probably 2 or 3 minutes is all it took. I used my little vibrator while he tunneled my insides with the head of his dick via my colon. I'm glad I came before he did. I couldn't help it though. When I felt his balls smashing up against my pussy it triggered my orgasm. Nothing I could do about it. Even if I could have stopped it, why would I? The only thing better would have been cumming right after he pumped his balls dry in my rectum. The problem is that most guys pull out seconds after they finish. I need another minute or two to feel the jizz work its way around the walls of my asshole and slicken the dick up inside me. That makes me cum. But hard to do when that dick has already slipped out, leaving my asshole puckering up, waiting for more. So good thing I worked an orgasm out before he worked one out of himself because after he came, I heard his cock make a popping noise as he pulled it out. And I watched it in a matter of seconds deflate. I have pics, so I'll put them up with this post. I have a video, but I have to get it off of his phone. Always an issue getting stuff off of phones. It's the cum shot as well. I asked him if he would video with me, and he said there was no chance. The bastard.
Who wants to be faithful? My answer to whether I would ever be loyal to my husband. No. I don't see it being a thing. Why would I be faithful? I am so happy with being unfaithful; why in the world would I want to only fuck my husband when I can get new and better dick. It's easy being a girl. I don't have half the worries. Specifically, I don't have to worry about stress or anxiety causing my dick to struggle to get hard. It simplifies the want and need to chase and have as much dick as humanly possible. Being faithful doesn't fit into that scenario. Anyway, my husband isn't even close to being enough dick. Bob is enough. He's the only one. He makes my holes unusable for Scott, and I like that. Ryan, he's close, but I'd cheat on him as well. Paul, no go. I turned him gay. Tony, I don't see him anymore. But if I did, I'd cheat on him immediately. Connor, I fucked his friend in front of him...so yeah, I'd cheat on him as well. Mostly because he lets me. Again, Bob. He has the cock to keep my pussy dick free from other men. But Bob doesn't want me like that. He just sees me as a walking fuck toy with multiple holes to stick his dick in when he feels like it, and that's good enough for me. So no, being faithful isn't in my future.
Am I natural? Obviously not. I take 1/10 of a CC of Test every week. Did that grow my clit? A little bit, but even when I was not on Test, it was big. Like Bob, though he ended up with a perfect dick, I was blessed with a big overactive clit. How did I get started on Test? Easy. I had a hysterectomy way back in my late 20s. They had pills they gave me for hormones. Then they were discontinued, and I got the shots with Test in it. It's called HRT, as in hormone replacement therapy. The side effect of that was it immediately changed my voice to deeper. Like instantly. I'm okay with that; I don't even care, nor did I ever. Once it changes, it's forever, so why worry about it? But years later, I figured I didn't need it, and I quit taking everything but the Test. Why? It was to replace my hormones and sex drive. My sex drive never went away. It's only become more robust and intense when I quit using everything except the Test. I can go back on them anytime, but why would I? Anyway, I still take 1/10 of a CC of Test every week, and though it's probably not enough to do anything, in my mind, it's helping my workouts. I don't want to end up like most of these chicks do, where their face looks like a dude. Let's be honest: most of them dry up and look like men facially wise when they pump too much Test into themselves. With that said, and this sounds silly, I want to increase my Test to 2/10s of a CC and see if I can make my clit bigger. Why? I don't know. Maybe it's a dick thing but for girls. I want a bigger clit. I just know it will be more sensitive, and I'll cum harder. Actually, I don't know it, but in my mind...that is what will happen.
So I fucked Bob. I let my desire to be bred by him take priority and almost skipped a planned get-together with Scott's family so that I could feel his cock inside me. But, I, the wife of their son, made it on time and sat the entire night with them, feeling the sperm from another man's testicles swimming around inside of me while we had a pleasant conversation. The thought made me so horny I almost went to masturbate in their bathroom. I didn't. But only because it would have taken too long. I had to deal with Scott all the way home. He was not in the best of moods due to my infidelity. But when we got home, I asked him what it was like to be in front of his family with his wife, whom he knew just opened her legs for another man and let that other man with a vastly superior cock feed my pussy with cum. It must not have been that bad because it didn't take long before he popped a tent in his pants. Good for him. He takes being cucked like a man. I let him pump his own nut into me, but only after he licked the aftertaste of Bob's cum out of me. Everything has a price to pay. Licking the remnants of Bob's sperm from inside me was his price to pay to put his own dick in me. I didn't cum. I couldn't feel him. But I came 2 minutes after he pumped his load in me. I rubbed one out, thinking about how Bob's cock could alter my holes and make them useless for him. Scott rubbed another one out into his hand, and you guessed it, he did as he was told and ate it for me. Being married is awesome!
Porn chicks. You never know what they will say next. Including myself. Several of them are talking about releasing violent offenders because 10 years is too long. My opinion of leaving them there was wildly unpopular. The theory is that they will be made worse by doing so, which may or may not be valid. Then, they all start bitching about how unsafe it is to walk alone in Los Angeles. You can't make this stuff up. The insanity of the 2020s is on full display.
That feeling when a cock makes its first push inside me... indescribably delicious. Is it as good for you as it is for me? Just asking for a friend.
2011 was a very fine year for getting dick. These photos were requested, and I actually found them. I have a total of 28 TBs of hard drives filled with this stuff. It ain't easy finding stuff. I should have kept better file keeping over the years. The guy who requested these, Tom, is a subscriber, and he actually took the photos back in 2011. Then I sucked his dick, drank his sperm, patted him on his balls, and sent him back home to his wife. He may or may not have wanted you to know this, but now you know the rest of the story. Anyway, Tom, it is good to hear from you again.
Bob was perfect today. He was still his usual asshole self, but his cock was in fine form today. We went back to my house, and he rendered me into a slab of fuck meat with his dick. It was amazing how hard he made me cum. I went full retard with his dick in me. He pumped me, turned my pussy into a loose tunnel filled with sperm, and left me on the bed to drain out. He only made me cum once, but as hard as anyone else has made me cum recently, they weren't even close to the orgasm I just had with Bob. I'm having a hard time typing this out because I'm still cum dopey. I'm exhausted as well, but in a great way. My pussy is so stretched and canyoned out it's slightly uncomfortable yet amazing at the same time. I thought we would fuck for a few hours, but he just wanted to open my legs, let him breed me, and be gone. 20 minutes tops. So I have time to go out with Scott and his parents. I will have to break down and put underwear on, or I'll dribble Bob's sperm all over the place. That's all I need, jizz from another man dripping down my thigh for everyone to see. I don't want to have to explain I have turned their son into my chore bitch and replaced him with an alpha male who calls all the shots because his dick is so much more useful than his. I will if I have to, but I don't think it will cum to that anytime soon. I kind of want to, though, if I'm being honest. I know it sounds evil, but mouthwatering delicious at the same time.
I am on my way to see Bob. Finally, I have been waiting to feel Bob resize my holes for what seems like forever. I was supposed to go out with Scott and his parents. That isn't going to happen. Bob's dick inside of me is what is going to happen. Scott is super upset because we made plans weeks ago, but I already said yes to Bob a few minutes ago, and I can't change my mind. I don't want to change my mind. Bob is more important than meeting the inlaws for dinner. I know it sounds terrible, but it is what it is. Scott should know this by now. I have told him if Bob ever asks me to leave him, I will. I wasn't kidding. He thinks because I don't like Bob that, he has some leverage. I will admit, I don't like Bob at all. I am, however, madly head over heels in love with his dick. And though I love Scott dearly, more than anyone else in the world, it's just not enough to keep me from Bob's penis. It's just too good not to have it breeding my holes every chance I get. I am always secretly hoping Bob gets caught by his wife and they split up. In my mind, I picture us moving in together and Scott moving out. Giving me access to the dick of my dreams 24/7.
I know I should be more respectful and thoughtful of Scott. But the truth is, when Bob fucks me, I forget I even know Scott. He doesn't exist anymore. Funny how that works. Shows you the true power of cock. It's so all-powerful I can't find the strength to say no to it. Scott shouldn't be upset about that. It's not his fault. He was born with the cock he has. I can't entirely agree that it is my fault, either. Just the thought of his dick makes me forget I'm married to Scott. I can't help that. It's just the way I'm wired. Besides, if Bob's dick were attached to Scott, I probably wouldn't have married him. I would need him to be my "backdoor man," so to speak. So, in Scott's case, it's good for him to be the beta cock in my life. Plus, even if I move Scott out and replace him with Bob...Scott will always be my go-to cleanup man. I'm just saying.
So, I got a breeding session in with Ryan. We fucked for 2 hours. It was good. I got off a few times. He got off 3 times. I call that a win-win for both of us. The butt fucking was really good. He takes his time, and I really appreciate that. Some guys just ram it in and hope for the best, but Ryan gets things nice and stretched and lubed before he slips his dick in my ass. A girl can cum quite nicely when it's done correctly. It was done properly, and I came quite nicely...in case you were wondering. One of the things I appreciate the most is when he cums in my ass and goes as deep in my guts as he can before he empties his balls in my colon. So it stays there. It doesn't just slip out when the head of his cock pops out of me. When it's deep inside of me, it lubes things up. Walking is like I have been greased up and ready to go. And it stays that way, which makes me horny all over again. I like that. His cum was still lubing my insides this morning. It's not anymore due to nature, but we won't get into that. Wait..that was too much information. Bad habit of mine.
Here's a strange question to ask me. "If you had magic powers and could shrink men's dick, would you?" I wasn't going to answer that, but I thought about it, and it revved me up a bit. Yes. I would. If I could reverse the shrinkage at will, I would shrink Bob's cock immediately. Into a tiny little pencil thin 1-inch cock with tiny little balls. And I'd leave him like that for a year to get the big dick attitude out of him. That way, he might appreciate what he has and not be such a douche nozzle all the time. The problem is, I don't know that I could last a year without his perfect cock resizing my holes. As it stands, getting my holes destroyed by his cock outweighs having to deal with his abrasive personality. But man, I would love to take that dick away from him to teach him a lesson. He's such a good-looking guy with such a big and perfect penis he can get away with whatever he wants. I would pay anything to see some hot chick's face when she pulls down his pants and sees a micro penis. His deflated dick would deflate his ego. Or at least that's my guess.
I told you I was making a porn. It's a real one. As in, it wasn't staged, set up, or scripted. We both came, which is quite obvious at the end he did. A big long rope of jizz. I like ropes of jizz. He didn't do bad for a 57-year-old, if you ask me. What you didn't see was him eating me out. I tried to video, but I got too into it and just put the selfie stick down I was using to film it with. Sorry about that, but when it's that good, it's just that good. Anyway, some video of me fucking. Just remember this...it could have been you if you lived locally here in Daytona!
I find this hard to believe. I was listening to a podcast, which was the first and only one I have ever heard, with other porn MILFs talking about the porn they made. All three of them said they don't watch their own porn. The first thing that came to mind is if that's the case...they didn't really want to make them in the first place. The first thing I did when I made porn was wait for it to cum out so I could watch it. I would set myself up in the bedroom with all my toys laid out and rub one out, trying not to cum until the end. I never let anyone watch them with me the first time. I wanted to be able to rewind and pause and just take my time. I still watch my own porn. I look at my photos as well. I have a few pictures of myself with Jeane Val Jeane that I look at and rub out, thinking about our time together. I make up scenarios that I wish would have happened. And I get myself while I'm doing it. I'll elaborate on him next. My point is, how can one want to make porn and not get a drenched pussy the second you see yourself getting pumped full of cock? The sex during the making of the porn usually sucks. It's watching it afterward that is the good part. I'm just saying.
On the subject of fucking around on your husband. I went to the AVNs back in like 2017. I was married at the time. He went along with me. We were having fun until I left him at dinner alone with everyone else while I was getting knocked up by Jean Val Jean. It wasn't planned, I just ran into Jean in the elevator, and before I knew it, I had his dick pushing my insides around. It was one of the most memorable fucks of my life. It wasn't just his dick. I mean, he has a premium cock and knows how to use it, so I'm not taking away from that. But knowing I left my husband with a dozen people who were all waiting and staring at him to see how he reacted because everyone knew I was taking a dick inside of me was incredible. I let Jeane have my pussy anyway he wanted to have it. He fucked me from behind, put me on top of him, then finished inside of me while he was making out with me missionary style. He made me his when he pumped his cum into me. I didn't care if I saw my husband for the rest of the week. I wanted to spend my time with Jeane, and I hinted around at that. That was a bit much for Jeane. He was fucking everything that walked, and I was okay with that. I would have happily licked his dick clean after he was done pumping some sluts pussy. But it didn't happen. So I went back to my husband with Jeane's sperm slipping out of me. He was upset. I didn't care. I was just happy to feel Jeane's jizz swimming around inside of me, desperately trying to impregnate me. It made me horny as fuck, and I ended up letting him eat my cum sloppy pussy, and the dummy had no idea he was eating sperm. Which, of course, made me cum harder than I did with Jeane Val Jeane. Still, I wish things would have turned out differently with Jeane. This is another story that isn't a story, just a replay of my twisted sexcapades. Anyway, I would have loved to have taken things to the next level with him. But it didn't happen, so that's that. But I'm not dead. I'm looking good, I'm feeling good, and my sex life is just hitting overdrive, so there will be some really happy dicks in my near future because I'm just getting started. I'll find another Jeane. Somewhere, somehow. Hopefully, sooner rather than later. Poor Scott...he's in for a ride. Somehow me thinks he is going to do just fine.
One time when I was laying flat on the bed on my stomach while Jon Jon was fucking my asshole with his huge cock, I grabbed my phone and called my now ex-husband and told him how much I missed him. Not because I missed him. But because I got a weird but incredible thrill from conversing with my husband while I let a huge, beautiful BBC touch my insides. The thrill got even more intense when my husband started telling me how much he loved me and missed me at the same moment Jon Jon started spraying cum in my guts. I hung up on him because I started cumming as well. A few minutes later, with Jon Jons's cum dripping out of my butthole, I called him back and said I had a bad signal. Telling him that I loved him while another man's sperm was swimming inside of me made me hot all over again. So I sucked Jon Jons's cock hard and let it breed me again. Jon Jon was/is a black porn star I would hang with when I was in LA. I made a few videos with him. I was thinking about this because I just heard from my ex this morning via email. He never knew I was getting my asshole bred by a big black cock, and he still doesn't. However, you do. The fact that you know this, and he doesn't, makes me wet. I'm sure it always will. This story is based on actual events and is 100 percent factually correct...in case you were wondering.
Where do you like guys to cum the most? Is it on you or in you? If we are fucking...in me. Whether it's my ass or pussy, I want to have it in me. Please don't waste my time pulling out. We won't be fucking again if you do. What is the reason for my fascination with guys pounding sperm into my insides? Because I'm a chick. Nature made it our thing. Plus, there is no better feeling than hanging out with your husband and his friends, smiling and laughing with them, knowing that, unbeknownst to them, another man's jizz that you just cheated on him with is slipping out of me onto the chair.
TikTok is toxic. It's a trap. It's no good...no good at all. It's brilliant. It has been coded so well that it's hard to pull away from it. I spent an hour on it today, and I know better. TikTok makes makes you addicted to being stupid. So, no more TikTok for me. I only did 2 videos on TikTok, and that's all I'll ever do.
I watched a porn on Twitter today. Alexis Faux fucked some guy who looked hardly 18. It was boring, but I liked the age contrast. Then, he flipped her over, got her on her hands and knees and pumped her asshole. That's all it took for me. All I could think about was it was my ass getting pumped and this kid was now my new owner and would use me as he pleased whenever he pleased. And then I came. I saved it so I can cum again later. Just thought I'd share that. I wish Conner would cum home.
Helpful hint. If you bend a chick over and stick your dick in her ass, and she turns her head and gives you that slightly shocked and confused face...it's at that moment you know that you are now her owner. But, always bend her over. It makes us feel so...well...owned. There is nothing like that powerless feeling of being controlled by a man's dick when you are bent over and look back while he's pumping cum in your guts. Just saying.
I still feel like there's a pipe inside of my asshole that keeps it open. Pretty cool if you ask me. I looked in the mirror, and it seemed normal, but my buttplug still slipped in like it was too small yet. Yesterday, it took me about 5 minutes to work it in because it was so big. Today...zipped right in and right back out. I am feeling very...used. And feeling used like that feels very good. I wish I could feel this way every day. Life has a habit of getting in the way of achieving that goal. What an odd goal to want to achieve. Try telling that to a life coach.
Chatbots. AI. Not a fan. It's all the rage to answer messages now with chatbots. Don't worry. It's easy to spot. Unless it's just a single message they proof before it's sent, and that, my friends...makes no sense. If you will proof what a bot wrote...why not just write it yourself? Are you really that fucking lazy? By the time you have done all that...you could have just written the fucking reply and 20 others to boot. So, when you write me a message, here's what happens. I read it. I answer it. Rinse, repeat. Old school. Get to know your fans.
Sheesh, did I get fucked today or what? I can hardly walk. Bob pounded me in both holes and then finished in my mouth. That was the first fuck. Then he split my asshole wide open the second time around and pumped his next load in my guts. For the third one, he did the exact same thing. He reshaped my asshole into a 4-inch cum pipe. I'd hate to have a small dick and try and fuck my ass right now. I wouldn't even know it's in. Am I sore? Yes. I admit it. I was not anticipating being used like a rag doll today. Am I upset about it? Not in the least. It feels good to feel so destroyed. It's incredible the changes a hard dick can make on a girl's body. This will weird you out, but Bob blew my asshole out so much my buttplug won't stay in. It just falls out. I tried to put it back in when I was leaving, but it dropped to the floor when I stood up. So I put it back in, held it there for a second, and it fell to the floor again. That makes me want to masturbate, but I just can't. It would take me an hour to cum if I even could. I must have cum 5 times today. All huge orgasms. The kind that makes Bob laugh because I look and sound stupid. I can't help it. If you make me cum hard, I'm going to act like a tard while I'm doing it. But now, my clit is massive but numb. Bob put it through a serious workout. I would need a jackhammer to feel it right now. But, my asshole is gaped to the max, I'm full of sperm, and I have that slight smile permanently plastered on my face. It's good to be alive. After getting pumped like that, I can't imagine life without my vagina. Damn, I feel good!
Mandy called while I was on my way home. She wants to come over and get drinks. I told her no. First, she isn't going to want to lick my wide-open asshole; I'm too tired to lick hers, and after being fucked into the ground like I just was, just who needs booze? I'm high on the sperm still dripping out of my hole. So I told her no. She seemed upset. I tried to explain that my ass was whistling when I walked, but that seemed to make her even madder. She said, "You're still seeing that guy?" in a snarky way. Like, I'm supposed to be exclusive to her or something. She's hot. I like the fantastic pussy, but pussy isn't going to be dumping a load of cum in my ass now, is it? She asked me to think about it. Who does that? Think about what? I'm tired. Bob turned me into a cum soaked blob of meat. I don't have the energy after being pumped like that. I just want to lay on my bed and watch his cum leak out of me in the mirror. Is that asking to much?
I sucked a guy's dick yesterday until his balls cramped up and tossed hot slimy testicle snot down my throat. It was quite good. Nothing fancy. We didn't even take his pants off. I unzipped him, gobbled him, sent him on his way, and ended up sperm-burping for the remainder of the day. His name was Aaron. He works with Scott. This has left Scott feeling pretty upset. Not that I let him squeeze his penis between my lips and poke my tonsils with the head of his dick, but that I let him video it and take pics. Scott thinks it could jeopardize his career. I told him I found that hard to "swallow." He didn't think that was funny. Aaron isn't all that, so he has nothing to worry about. Plus, he's married. He isn't going to be dumb enough to show everyone his dick sliding in and out of my mouth. He is going to use it for the same purpose I want to use it for... to masturbate with. I need to get a copy. Maybe I should ask Scott to get me one the next time he sees him. Look, there is only one reason I sucked his dick, and that's because he works with Scott. Aaron is nothing special, but I like knowing the next time Scott has to talk to him or work with him, they will both be thinking about Aarons's cock twitching and jerking as it pumps cum into my belly. I can't wait for the day to cum when Scott gets home and tells me he had to see Aaron that day. It's agonizingly delicious thinking about it.
How did I find Aaron yesterday? He was at my house swapping a water meter part out. We had met each other before though yesterday was the first day I met his cock. Like I said. He worked with Scott, and that made him irresistible. He was "up" for it, so I drank from his hose.
The odd thing about yesterday. Aaron's cock was a bit on the thin side. Probably five inches long but thin. Which, in all honesty, makes for a perfect dick to suck on. It fits in my mouth and slides into the back of my throat effortlessly. I spent most of the five minutes yesterday with Aarons's balls on my lips because it was so easy to throat him. Which was hot as fuck. But when he came, I had my lips buried in his pubes, and though I felt his jizz hit my throat, I couldn't taste it all. I left his dick in my throat for a full minute. I like to swallow when I have a dickhead in deep. It's like I'm jerking it off with my throat. So that's what I did to milk him empty. I did suck pretty hard on the head to get the post jizz drip out for him so I got some flavor there. But for the rest of the day, I burped and tasted his sperm. It was super intense. Like his jizz was rolling around on my tongue. That's not a bad thing. I like that. It keeps my pussy buzzing, if you know what I mean. But until I woke up this morning, I was tasting his jizz. I found that curious. I'll quit now. I know I'm weirding you out.
So, I got some cock inside me late this afternoon. Finally. For fuck's sake, what does a girl have to do to get a load pumped up inside her? Ryan stepped up and fucked a load of cum into me, which was long overdue. It was a 10-minute fuck, but I came hard and strong, so I'm good with that. Beats doing it myself. Clean-up has been challenging. By the runny mess in my box, it appears that he has been saving a significant amount of cum for a considerable amount of time. Every time I get up, more jizz runs out of my cunt. I'm not complaining. This might be too much information, but I've been tasting it. I can't help it. One of those strange cravings I can't resist. So good for Ryan for stepping in and breeding me in my time of need.
Well, I tried to get a dick in me today, but instead I ended up mowing my lawn. First, Bob backed out on me because he was "too busy." Who gets too busy to pump cum in a MILF? I guess Bob does. Then Ryan, who said he could get out of work then, said he couldn't. Scott volunteered, but I don't want his dick in me...it's not going to get the job done. Well, it might, but not the way I want it to. If nothing pans out, I'll rub one out, watching him jerk it and eating his own cum. If nothing else, he's good for that. So, in the meantime...I'm mowing my lawn. Thought you might want to know, so I made this little video for you.
So, I have been thinking quite a bit lately about giving up my body to someone half my age to use as his cum dump. I do not require much from him. All he has to do is use my holes and empty his jizz inside me. I'll be happy. This urge is growing into a full-fledged crusade to make that happen, which is probably why I went after that kid in Walmart so hard the other day. A complete failure that one was. I didn't even get close. I got angry because he wanted to get more comfortable with me. My goal was for his cock to feel at ease inside me and pump cum. That didn't happen, and that really did bug me.
He was in his early 20s. I need to find someone older. I'm thinking 30, probably up to 35. I could see myself being folded over a chair and getting my guts packed with a cock from a 30-year-old. I think at that age, they would not only appreciate using me as a mindless cock tunnel but enjoy the power of doing so. I am hoping they will pull my pants down, fuck whatever hole they choose, pour out their testicles inside me, and then use my face to wipe the post-cum drip off their dick, then leave me with cum on my face and drooling nut out of my holes. This next part is important. I don't want them to even think about making me cum. I want to be nothing more than to them than an object used to satisfy their urge to cum. No foreplay, no talk before or after, just pump me. Laugh at me for being such a cock whore. Then leave. Reliving the experience of being bred like a pocket pussy without you there will make me cum harder than you ever could. I know that will bother some of you. You want to make me cum. The thing is. If you fucked me like a toy properly, then you did make me cum. My sexual experience didn't end when you left your sperm in my body. It's just the beginning for me. I intend to use your sperm that is dripping out of and off of me to get off at such a high level that I am unsure if I will get through it consciously. All thanks to you.
I know. I am a fucking nutball. Therapy might be a good call for me. But...what do I care? What turns me on turns me on. I am cumming at such overly intense levels and for extended amounts of time these days that I am constantly chasing that next cum high to exceed the previous one. I'm not going to change my fantasies to be in the "social norm." What a buzz kill that would be. I'm not hurting anyone, including myself. I don't run around saying all women should be ball snot rags. Though the thought of it is intriguing, I get it. Just like guys think with their dicks, I think with my pussy. After I cum, my thoughts are 100 percent back on track, and I'm thinking like a boss. But...and this is funny, my pussy gradually takes over again, and my "be the boss" thought process starts to shift into wanting to be a cum rag again. And I love it. It is a great gift of life. At least, I think it is.
Well, they keep making better clit sucking machines...I can tell you that! I did the one-day Amazon thing and got myself some new toys. I like the suction ones. I don't know why. I just do. Plus, they make my clit all big and puffy. I also like the way it gives my pussy that freshly destroyed look.
Weird day yesterday. I met a guy at Walmart, of all places. In his 20s, decent looking, I thought he was ready to go. We talked for 1/2 an hour in Walmart. I dropped bombs as far as hints go that I would happily spread my legs wide open and let him use my pussy. He missed them. So I finally just asked him in these exact words. "Would you like to cum with me and let me empty your testicles for you?" He said no. I asked him again if he was sure. He said he was sure, but he would like to go to lunch with me and get to know me better." It was my turn to say no. I wasn't hungry for food. The only lunch I wanted was his cum. Plus, I don't have the time to "get to know" a 20 something-year-old better. The only time I have for him is spreading my ass cheeks for him and letting him do things to my asshole with his dick. But...that didn't happen. He didn't budge off of the "wanting to get to know me before we fuck" routine, and I held firm on my "Just stick it in and breed me." demand. So, we went our separate ways. What could have been a day that ended with me having a cum sloppy pussy ended with me checking out my new sex toys I got from Amazon yesterday. I'll show you those today because they are really pretty cool.
I'm going to put this out there as well. No, I didn't give him my number or social media contacts. I didn't see the point. I have zero interest in getting to know someone before we fuck. As far as I'm concerned, if he's pumping sperm into my guts...we are getting to know each other in the best way possible.
Do I post enough? Real quick, I have had competing complaints. Some people think I post way too much stuff. It clutters everything up. Others say I don't post enough. I should make way more videos and slow down the pics. So here's a poll. I can't see who votes for what, so have at it and let me know. Do I Post enough?
I had Ryan cum inside of me last night. Inside my asshole, to be precise. It was good. I had a very good orgasm. An ass orgasm is always good. I didn't let him bend me over. I slipped his dick inside me and rode him on top. Then I switched to missionary, and he pumped his cum in my guts. I watched his face as he went through his entire orgasm. Fascinating, to say the least. My asshole sent sensations through his dick to his brain that triggered his orgasm by releasing chemicals. His beautiful face went slack; his eyes closed, his mouth hung open, and he forgot to breathe. All because my asshole squeezed his cock in all the right ways. Then his cock started pumping cum. It almost looks uncomfortable. Like a release of something painful that is so satisfying he can't stop himself from doing it. Then he went still for half a minute, followed by a shudder. Almost as if whatever chemical was released inside of him ran through his system one more time. I pushed myself onto his cock to get it deep as possible in my guts, and the slick slime his cum made sent me into my orgasm, which I'm sure was similar to his but longer and more intense. A girl has to be careful after she cums like that. It's easy to get attached in hopes of chasing another stronger cum. I suppose that is what it's like to be an addict.
Up early. Getting my holes resized will do that to me. Pump me full of sperm, and it will pump me full of energy for the next day or so! I'm serious about that. A good fuck with lots of jizz left in me is like my version of a 24-hour energy shot.
I am 56. It's getting harder to hit the gym. Things hurt more. Fortunately, the motivation to keep working out is stronger than ever. Why? My theory is that I get wildly sexual after a workout, and being horny is my drug of choice. After I got ding dong out of my house yesterday and Bob was on his way, I hit the gym. Hit it hard. By the time Bob got here, my pussy was a wet mess of girl juices. I then proceeded to get myself turned inside out by his dick. He turned my insides into soup with his dick and fucked me into one continuous orgasm. Left me with a giant hole for a vagina and a puckered asshole. Then he went home.
I wasn't done. Scott came home, and I told him I wanted him to eat me. I was still a wide open hole, and he could even see the leftover cum still inside me. Scott ate it like I told him to. Then I had him put his dick in me, and it was perfect because I could barely even tell he was inside of me. That made me cum, and as soon as I finished, I made him pull out and jerk off for me. Same old, same old for Scott. He rubbed it out into his hand and tried to wipe it off with a towel, but I wouldn't accept that. He ate his sperm while I watched. I love seeing him do that so much. It's so hard for him to see me watching him do that. His face turns red, and his dick shrinks down immediately. I get off on that.
So, here I sit. A still gaped-out hole for a vagina, drooling girl slime because I'm turned on, typing shit out. Wet as fuck. Why? Is it thinking about Bob? My little dicked ex? Scott? Definitely not my ex. He's an asshole. I'm glad he has a tiny dick. He deserves it. I do wish Scott had a little dick. It would be so much more humiliating for him. I would have so much more fun with him if his dick were 3 inches hard. I think I'm turned on the most about watching Scott eat his own cum out of his hand. Just the way he tries to turn away so I can't see it makes me wet. Knowing I can make him do that so that Scott can continue to get whatever little sex I do give him is a solid mental high for me. Add to it, he is getting my wrecked pussy that Bob left him...and I get off every time.