Enjoy the Christmas special 😄And don't miss that it's two vi..

Enjoy the Christmas special 😄And don't miss that it's two vids this time. I didn't want to stitch them, because they have different aspect ratio. Anyway, to the story: So I wasn‘t completely honest with the vacuum pump last time. I mean what I said was completely true, it just wasn‘t all of it. I had other plans as well, which I didn‘t want to spoil. Let‘s start with taking a step back so you can see it from my point of view. For two years now I‘ve been keeping Luke completely pussy free, even though he gave me oral on many occasions, used various toys, and even fucked me a few times with a strapon. His own dick though rarely felt anything other than his cage and my hand. I love to edge him, so his future is probably full of that 🤭 Besides I think it‘s pretty much all he needs. It worked great, but I‘ve noticed that during our discussion and post-session debriefs he started to show he‘s actually ok with being kept pussyfree. And for a while, I thought that was super hot because his devotion was stronger than ever before. But it got me thinking. I still want that my pussy feels really unobtainable, but I want him to feel a little anxious about it. I want him to feel the shiver in his stomach, that he might have a chance. To question himself, if he should do something differently. As his keyholder and Miss, I want him to feel safe with me, but perhaps not overly comfortable. And I think it’s my job to keep us out of the routine and make sure, that this rollercoaster is not easily predictable. 🥵 Long story short, I’ve decided that I’ll give him a chance to fuck me. I’ve been planning it for a while, but I wanted to make sure everything is set properly. It’s a rare occasion and I knew whatever will happen will be remembered for a long time. So that’s where the penis pump comes in because I was pretty sure that if I just unlocked him from the cage he would hardly have a chance 🤭Besides if I ever try it again in the future I can mess with his head by not pumping him before it, so he will already start with a doubts in his mind 😈 Well, that’s one part. The other part of this plan was to use those numbing condoms. That’s the main reason I've been testing them earlier, to see how much he can feel and how quickly they work 😈 Well, the moment you all been waiting for; maybe just as much as he was. I’ve unlocked him from the cage and started playing with him. I wanted him to be aroused enough so I could put the condom on. I knew they take a while to start working, so once I had his dick wrapped I went for a little bit of outercourse so he could feel my pussy, before the sensitivity start slowly fading away. I wanted to just grab his dick and mount him, but it wasn’t as hard as I was hoping for, so we switched positions. 😄 At this point he was very much aware of what was about to happen, so I think a little bit of anxiety kicked in. It’s been over two years since he fucked anybody. I could see he was starting to feel a little nervous. In other circumstances, I would help to calm him and guide him, but I’ve set him up for a horrible performance from the start with those numbing condoms. So I told him how I wanted it, because I wanted a nice shot for my platforms. I guess knowing a ton of people are going to judge his performance probably didn’t help 🤭Or maybe it did because, after a while, he was hard enough to finally put it in. I don’t think he felt all that much, but mentally I could see he was blown away, just from, the fact that I actually did let him do it 😈 And for a while he was actually pretty hard. I guess if I didn’t mess with him it could’ve been even pretty decent sex. But I did messed with him, so his original hardness quickly faded away. No matter how aroused he was, without physical stimulation, it was quite difficult to stay hard. So all in all, I think he lasted about two minutes before he was too limp, and couldn't push back to my tight pussy 🤭 But it was two minutes he thought he would never have. Well, after that, It was back to the cage, of course without orgasm, he didn’t dare to push his luck and ask me. I wanted him to stay horny after this experience, to properly absorb it 😊Now he knows it can happen. So maybe he just needs to be a good boy and his reward is waiting for him. Or maybe not. Maybe his last sex was two minutes and that’s all there is to is. Who knows. But I think there is a lot of fun in not-knowing, rather than saying to him outright that it will never happen again 😇